Saturday, December 27, 2014

Numb Fingers, Happy Me.

Don't let things stay in limbo too long. The anticipation might actually start driving you nuts. The ups and downs and highs and lows, the crazy moments and even crazier ones. Happy one second, depressed the next, loving life today, hating it tomorrow.

There is only one solution.

If you haven't guessed by now, you clearly don't know me AT ALL.

The answer.

Is food.


Sunday, October 12, 2014

Maslay He Nahi Khatam Hotay.

Breakfast is my favorite, favorite meal in the entire day.

Having said that, I haven't had breakfast for the past week. For the first time in my life.

Not because I'm not hungry. Lol, I wake up hungry. Sometimes I wake up because I'm hungry. You get the gist.

I'm starving right now and all I've had is chai. Twice.

You see my problem? No? I'll tell you.

I'm getting crazier day by day. 

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Those Damn Funnies.

I can't even remember the last time I read a book that made me laugh out loud. I don't mean slapstick, retarded funny, I mean witty funny. Or you know what, slapstick retard is fine too, just give me something that doesn't talk about dying or hopelessness or misery, please. What's wrong with people? How come they don't write happy, funny books?

I miss Harry Potter days. Although I wanted to murder Rowling when she killed off Dumbledore, Sirius, Tonks, Lupin and Fred. I mean come on, these were some of the BEST characters in the entire series!

I also have a confession that might make you want to murder me in my sleep (don't be that creep, okay, it's just not cool): I've never read LOTR. Never. Never wanted to. Haven't even seen the movies.

Let that sink in.

Okay bye.

Friday, September 26, 2014


Sometimes, I wonder if it's worth it.

But even if it isn't, you can't really do anything can you? Is life. This is the way it works, I guess.

I think if I just found a way to box, pack and ship away the what ifs, buts, why and hows, I'd be okay. I'd be more than okay, I might even be ecstatic.

Oh God, I really need to stop over-thinking.

My brain needs a break from all the negativity and faithlessness.

Those two words were never in my dictionary. Ye kab update hui?

Monday, September 22, 2014

Tuesday, September 9, 2014


Wedding planning is a truly horrific business if you're not one of those women who LOVE clothes, jewelry, choosing halls and shoes and houses and cars and oh my God, it's mental. It's a mental, mental process and I fail to understand how people choose to do it voluntarily. I mean, there's so much to do, how do you even get it all done in time?!

I know. I know how I sound. Like a shadi-hating, disorganized crazy loon.

I'd rather go through my thesis again and that is a statement I thought I'd never say. Ha.

- Crazy off. 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Oh, look!

Vacation overhaul.

Not really, I just got sick of looking at such a depressingly black webpage. 

Saturday, April 19, 2014



Me: Are you using Chrome?


M: Then it'll have a volume icon on the tab that's playing the music or whatever.


M: Dude, it's right there. Check.


M: *exasperated* Okay fine, let me check.


M: ... You're using Firefox...

S: Yeah, by Chrome I meant Firefox.

M: ...

Thursday, January 16, 2014


You know that feeling when you're frozen in one spot and the entire world seems to be moving on faster than ever?

They're going places and you're just standing there.

They're doing new things, meeting new people and you're still in this rut you can't get out of.

You're not depressed. You're not angry or hateful or bitter.

You're just stuck and bewildered and confused about how to start moving.

It's frustrating to say the least.

I don't know. This year seems to have a very angsty start. 

Sunday, January 12, 2014


I'd really like a vacation. Preferably one that lasts for 6 months. At least.