Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Qudoo Gosht

Hi, I'm Maryam.


This is just to tell the world how MUCH I love my sister. She's so cool. Totally awesome. I wish I was like her. Dude, she's just awesome. Oh, did I mention how awesome she is? 

Monday, May 30, 2011

Dis Saw Gud.

Please. All you Grammar Nazis out there, read this. I swear to you, it will make your day.

For a preview:


Sunday, May 29, 2011

Aa Vay.

I really wanted to let my previous post go on for some time but my brother has this on T.V. and I just couldn't resist.

You may not find it funny.

I find it hilarious. Not because of the Punjabi. Because of the voices. The script. The sound effects. Zabardast. Also the the gaaliyan.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

I'm A Curious.

So Anushay had this post on her blog that I thought was really interesting.

I wanna do the same. Like, ask you your secret(s). So tell me your secret(s).

Anonymous posting is already on, as most of you know.

TELL ME.

'Cause I'm a curious.

Friday, May 27, 2011

27-May-11

Alright. Look, I love you guys. But I can't pretend to care anymore when I get text messages and emails like... Well. Those who sent them know what I'm talking about.

I'm busy 24/7. Deal with it. I can't give you time. Deal with that. I don't have time for MYSELF so I would kind of appreciate a little space and a little support, maybe?

You think you hate it? Think how I feel. I don't care whether I sound like I'm drowning in self-pity or whatever but honestly you guys, I'm sick of hearing about how I ignore everyone and how I'm the worst friend ever, etc etc.

I can't. Okay? For fuck's sake I hardly get to see my family.

Just pray I get through the next 2.5 semesters.


Sunday, May 22, 2011

Got.

I hate Komal Rizvi.

SHE BLEW ME AWAY in Coke Studio. That woman has such an amazing voice. I never knew.

Khair.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vaFBMVCjBic

I like it aj kal.

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Build.

In some ways, what I'm studying has helped me turn myself into stone. Emotionally.

I am a very, very emotional person. Haha sometimes maybe too much. Others would say I'm dramatic, I exaggerate, etc but what do they know.


So. When we're taking our sessions at the hospital, anything can happen. The client can come up to you and do/say stuff. They can do that with other clients. Or.

They can scream and cry. They can throw themselves on the floor and start hitting and scratching at themselves so much that they start bleeding. They can convulse in seizures and moan like they're dying. They can shout and beg and plead with God, and you can hear the pain in their voice, you can see it on their faces, you can feel it in the very air around them.

It breaks your heart to see human beings doing that to themselves, doesn't it?

Well, apparently. It doesn't. It doesn't affect us that way anymore. We'll spare the client a glance maybe and go about our way. Some of us might even be irritated because said human will be disrupting our other clients which invariably make them hyperventilate, cry, scream, and everything I mentioned above.

I can honestly say I'm disgusted with myself. Fine, so some of them may be faking it or whatever. But really, is this how we're really supposed to react? Which would be not reacting at all?

I don't like this.


Btw - I finally replied to the comments. Yes, that means give me more.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

BECOZ.

I promise I'll reply to all your comments soon. Yes, on every post. Tomorrow. Hopefully. Meanwhile: