Monday, March 28, 2011

Right Now.

You know how when you love someone you love them mind, body, heart and soul? If you hate that same person you do it with even more passion. Imagine if you had to spend every day with that person. You can't? I can.

Friday, March 25, 2011


I broke two records today.

1. First party since the age of 15 that I didn't have a spot of make up on.

2. First ever occasion when I had my camera but didn't/couldn't use it.

Thursday, March 24, 2011


I'm up before sunrise each morning.

Its weird being the only one up.

I'm tired all the time.

I'm sleepy all the time.

I'm sort of weird (read: drugged, high, low, cranky, happy, moody) all day.

I'm losing my focus. Everywhere. I don't keep in touch with friends, family or studies.

I don't mind when they complain. They have a right to. But the problem is, I don't care as much as I should. Maybe because I'm way too preoccupied with myself? I'm selfish. This is new.

I've also been so vary clavar and given myself even more responsibilities than before. Yes. That is how free I am, ha ha ha ha.

For those of you who didn't get it, I'm not free. I don't have a second free. A minute. Except in the morning when I get up extra early just so I have time to waste.

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Its OMG Time, Again.

I just found out that one of my followers and one of those who comment regularly (I love you guys, always) is in 8th Grade. 8TH. GRADE.

It makes me feel like I'm older than the whole world.

And it also makes me wanna hug you for being so amazingly sweet and SMALL.

So. Hi, Maryam =D

...I'm going to really look after my language now -_-

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


I'm so sleepy all the time. I love going on the bus, except I have to get up really early. Which guarantees extreme drowsiness throughout the day. Especially if you attend 2 hour classes. Which I do. Ha.

I haven't been keeping in touch with most of my friends. I haven't been catching up on new blog posts and stuff. I've ditched you guys, haina? Bus thori dayr. I need to develop some sort of routine before I start my intensive stalking again. Then I'll show you love.

As for the new followers I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH. I'm still like this 0_0 whenever I see my followers. For someone who didn't even expect 20, this is A LOT. I'm so, so thankful to you guys.

Okay, now that my tearful, award accepting speech is over.

I'll be back.

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Kattas Raj.

Here are the pictures.

Some of them are of my department, some from Khewra but the best are the Kattas ones. Hope you like =)

I Could Live in Kattas Raj.

The place is so beautiful, it looks unreal. Honestly, I could easily have stayed there for months. I'll post pictures soon.

We kind of went mad on the trip. Taking pictures, yelling (because the bus was noisy? And there was music?), singing at the top of our voices. Those are just the highlights. But it was awesome, really.

For the first time in my life, I'm going to university on the bus. As in the uni's own bus but I've never had to depend on public transport. Pampered and spoiled? Yes, I am. But since GC's so far from where I live, I had to take the bus.

I love it. I love going on the bus. I love waking up at 6 in the morning, even though my class starts at 9. I love going back home on the bus, even though I reach after 6 30. We've started an affair, the bus and I. Its wonderful. It completes me. Its...

I AM SO WEIRD. No, I don't have a bus fetish.

I promise.


Thursday, March 10, 2011


We're going to Khewra Mines and Kattas tomorrow. Uni trip. Hoping to get a few good pictures =)


Sunday, March 6, 2011

Kal 7th March Hai.

Holidays are over as of tomorrow.

It is sad. Saddest.

My teachers on the last day of semester 1: You'll start missing the university after two days. Trust us, you'll be crying and begging to go back.

Us: Heh, don't think so.

Teachers: *smug smiles* Oh, you will.

-------------------------16 days of holidays later--------------------------------------

Me: I don't wanna go back.


A: Can't we take a few more days off?

S: No. I don't wanna go.

Sigh, the illusions of our teachers. I spent 16 COMPLETELY unproductive days, and I was blissfully happy.

Thursday, March 3, 2011

3rd March'11.

Finally, the result's here and YES, I PASSED.

It still hasn't sunk in =/