Tuesday, August 31, 2010


20 rozay ho bhi gaye. Pata he nai chala haina?



Khair. Parson interview. Apparently they're asking for experience in your relevant field which I do not have. I have experience, yes. But in Customer Relations or HR. Not Clinical Psychology =D

Yay, me. Idiot na hun to. Dekhi jaye gi. Aur kuch nai to... Wo bhi nai pata abhi. Suggestions day do, thnkz.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Sehri Tak Jaago.

Maryam is a fat ... thing. Who is gorging herself on YUMMY Kitchen Cuisine ka YUMMY sa cake.

And she just had a mini-heart attack. No, not because of the gluttony.

Because when she opened the blogger page, it showed 47 posts and 18 followers. Then I figured out it was my sister's blog.


Unpopular =P

So. Sehri tak jaagna has become normal now. For me. Who used to be in bed by 10. And up by 8. Animal bun gai hun mein.

Friday, August 27, 2010


I really don't like this theme much. But I love her hair <3

Blah. PRINGLES khanay hain O_o

Thursday, August 26, 2010


I hate platitudes. They make you look stupid and blind and dumb and they make me feel like screaming. Stop it. Okay? They don't suit any fucking occasion and you just end up making everyone hate you. So stop oozing all that fake honesty and try being honest for a change.

"Ho jaye ga, tension na lo."
"Koi masla nai. Kyun tension leti ho?"
"Farig hai sab. Kuch nai hota. Choro"

Idiot potty sunshine peeplez. They make me want to bash their heads against a cement wall. Not that I'm violent or anything. Oh, no.

Just stop it please, you make me sick.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Gornament Callij Unisenty.

Umer Khan, your comment cheered me up, it did =D - except for the spelling 'fairly well' part. I try to be much better than that, yes?

Anyway. The reason I've so pinned my hopes on GCU is because I have applied nowhere else being the dunbass that I am. Everywhere they ask for my result and I don't have it. So no admission. And Clinical Psychology is hardly a commonly offered subject. Hai kahan GCU aur PU ke ilawa? No, don't answer. I know kidhr hai but what the hell.

Btw, if its so bloody easy to get in there, how come all of my seniors applied and only one got in? My test was really bad maybe they'll take me =D

List 24th ko lagay gi. 12 baje ke baad, jee.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Okay, Wait.

I've never been this confused/tense/worried in my life. Its like I'm standing still in this circle while everyone else has goals and motives and aims and needs. I don't know what I want. I don't know what to do. I don't know where to go. I just don't know anymore. I'm having trouble putting things in perspective. What I used to do worked before... Now, it just doesn't.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Can We Stop?

I hate being the responsible, dependable one. I know I have to be. But I hate it anyway.

I'm making Butter Chicken Toasted Sandwich for aftari. And I'm making it completely opposite to the recipe =P
(who would want to eat a deep friend sandwich?!) 

So besides that I'm craving mocha shake. And I need ideas for sehri because I CANNOT go on eating parathay for another 23 days =/

Din boht araam se guzr rahe hain. GCU ka admission test hai and I can't study. I'm even having trouble writing this blog post. I'm brain dead and surly and cranky rozay mein because I LOVE food =(

Sigh. What can I say. I'm a glutton.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Kam Se Kam.

I looooove Doodh Jam-e-shireen <3

Aj rozay ka pata he nai chala itnay zyada kaam thay. Allah karay roz aisa ho. Result's not too far away now. I'm not very hopeful because I know I screwed up more than 10 times this last semester. I was that happy to be going away =P

But. Its all good. We'll see. Blah. Mausam itna pyara tha aj.

Chaye <3

Sunday, August 8, 2010


MAKHIYAN KHA JAYEN GI MUJHE. This past month was one of the best months ever in this horrible year.  Also the most tiring with the endless mehmaan who stayed for weeks but anyway. Moosa, Ali, I love you guys and will miss you till the next time you come which may be another 4 years. Kulsoomiya, you're my jaan. Thokoon wali. Choti si. <3.

Meine apni mama ke kehne mein aa ke ye writing shuro ki hai aur meri jaan ko azab hai ye. Itna kam hota hai roz =/ Upar se abhi tak we're setting up this place. Viva bhi ho gya mera. Boht bura hua, lekin khair hai. Graduation totally khatam ab bus result ka intazar.

MS mein kahin admission nai hona mera. Tum sunao, kya hal chal? =P

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Wednesday, August 4, 2010