Thursday, July 21, 2016

Can You Hear Me?

Honestly cannot thank you guys enough for sticking with me, being patient enough to wade through all this crap I write here, and still comment where I need to hear from you. THANK YOU, YOU ARE ALL ROCKSTARS.

Much love.

Monday, February 22, 2016

Light Up

I've been thinking of starting this online counseling/ advice sort of thing with friends for general life issues. Anonymous, of course. Keep in mind, my friends and I are all licensed psychologists so it's not just for the lols.

Like I keep telling my kids at the school I work in, visiting a mental health professional isn't only for severe mental issues. It could be anything, even if it's as small as needing a time out and a place to de-stress. Everyone needs help, at some point or the other. No harm in asking for it when you just don't know how to deal with life.

Studying issues, relationships, being a parent, dealing with parents, personal problems - you name it, we've all been there. I know I would have really liked it if I could reach out and ask someone about a problem in a JUDGEMENT FREE ZONE, ffs. I think everyone needs that.

Just thinking out loud, for now. 

Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Where Is The Unsubscribe Button?

The problem with working is - even if you're your own boss - you have to work with people. And people are occasionally awful. Like I'd wish you off the face of the earth, awful. I hope a million bugs eat you, awful. I hope your pizza guy never delivers pizza, awful.

Really, it's that bad. 

Wednesday, January 27, 2016

It's Me. Again.

Turns out I can't even do the selling out bit properly. Lost interest after a few months and it's just so... meh. Don't see the point.

Okay, total lie. I'm too lazy to commit to being a sellout. It takes up way too much time and effort, okay? I could just spend that on food. More rewarding.

So how've you been?

Saturday, June 27, 2015

Selling Out.

I finally made my own photography page on Facebook.

I still haven't quite forgiven myself but hey, at least I'm getting lots of love, haha. Who'd say no to that?

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Lolom and Batchick.

Hey Sofu,

I love you, k?


Also, my favorite feel good song these days: 

Saturday, December 27, 2014

Numb Fingers, Happy Me.

Don't let things stay in limbo too long. The anticipation might actually start driving you nuts. The ups and downs and highs and lows, the crazy moments and even crazier ones. Happy one second, depressed the next, loving life today, hating it tomorrow.

There is only one solution.

If you haven't guessed by now, you clearly don't know me AT ALL.

The answer.

Is food.


Sunday, October 12, 2014

Maslay He Nahi Khatam Hotay.

Breakfast is my favorite, favorite meal in the entire day.

Having said that, I haven't had breakfast for the past week. For the first time in my life.

Not because I'm not hungry. Lol, I wake up hungry. Sometimes I wake up because I'm hungry. You get the gist.

I'm starving right now and all I've had is chai. Twice.

You see my problem? No? I'll tell you.

I'm getting crazier day by day. 

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Those Damn Funnies.

I can't even remember the last time I read a book that made me laugh out loud. I don't mean slapstick, retarded funny, I mean witty funny. Or you know what, slapstick retard is fine too, just give me something that doesn't talk about dying or hopelessness or misery, please. What's wrong with people? How come they don't write happy, funny books?

I miss Harry Potter days. Although I wanted to murder Rowling when she killed off Dumbledore, Sirius, Tonks, Lupin and Fred. I mean come on, these were some of the BEST characters in the entire series!

I also have a confession that might make you want to murder me in my sleep (don't be that creep, okay, it's just not cool): I've never read LOTR. Never. Never wanted to. Haven't even seen the movies.

Let that sink in.

Okay bye.

Friday, September 26, 2014


Sometimes, I wonder if it's worth it.

But even if it isn't, you can't really do anything can you? Is life. This is the way it works, I guess.

I think if I just found a way to box, pack and ship away the what ifs, buts, why and hows, I'd be okay. I'd be more than okay, I might even be ecstatic.

Oh God, I really need to stop over-thinking.

My brain needs a break from all the negativity and faithlessness.

Those two words were never in my dictionary. Ye kab update hui?

Monday, September 22, 2014

Tuesday, September 9, 2014


Wedding planning is a truly horrific business if you're not one of those women who LOVE clothes, jewelry, choosing halls and shoes and houses and cars and oh my God, it's mental. It's a mental, mental process and I fail to understand how people choose to do it voluntarily. I mean, there's so much to do, how do you even get it all done in time?!

I know. I know how I sound. Like a shadi-hating, disorganized crazy loon.

I'd rather go through my thesis again and that is a statement I thought I'd never say. Ha.

- Crazy off. 

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Oh, look!

Vacation overhaul.

Not really, I just got sick of looking at such a depressingly black webpage. 

Saturday, April 19, 2014



Me: Are you using Chrome?


M: Then it'll have a volume icon on the tab that's playing the music or whatever.


M: Dude, it's right there. Check.


M: *exasperated* Okay fine, let me check.


M: ... You're using Firefox...

S: Yeah, by Chrome I meant Firefox.

M: ...